MY CONFUSIONS....3

MY CONFUSIONS…3

I looked back startled! When I discovered it was my school father, bro dahunsi, I smiled. He really is the only person that understands me, aside from demilade. He never ceases to ask after my welfare, makes sure I am okay and sees to it that all is well with me. He is everything you can ever have in a brother. That's why I call him my school father, though he doesn't know this. 'Hmmm, sis euphie, do you know how long I have been calling your name? You are so engrossed in what you are listening to' yea, he calls me euphie, a shorter version for euphrasia. He is the only one that uses that short version. Every other person, demilade inclusive,calls me euphrasia.  'I am sorry, I am deeply sorry. I am just taking the advantage of the silence of this route to meditate on today's message. It was really meant for me' I replied him.

'Wow, oya tell me now, in what way? When you are done, I will tell you mine' so I told him everything that happened during the service and how the message was the exact picture of me. By the time I finnished narrating my story, we had already gotten to the front of my hostel. He insisted on sharing his own testimony too, so we had to sit in front of the hostel while he shared his. He told me of so many times he had failed God, so many times in which he had forgotten God in some of his situations. He would then result into complaining and murmuring, forgetting that he didn't even tell God in the first instance. So we talked and talked, we went into academics from spiritual, and then into secular. He bought suya along the line, and we ate as we discussed. After about an hour and 30mins, he stood up to leave. I thanked him and entered my room.

As I got to my room, I saw demilade, sitting on my bed and waiting patiently for me.
'Haha, demilade, where did you pass? I didn't see you now.'
'Really, that was because you were too neck deep in your discussions now, so you wouldn't have noticed anything or anyone else'
'demilade, what are you implying? You know this brother is like a father and a blood brother to me'
'yes now, and I know that when I leave your room now, the next thing you will do is to chat him up, with the aim of thanking him for what he did, and for the next two hours you people will chat and then you will sleep off'
'I don't understand where you are going to'
'Euphrasia, you are my friend, and I know you well enough. I know you see this brother as a friend, and I know there's only one brother you have a crush on and that you are praying for God to take away totally. But you know what I am scared about, this brother dahunsi. I don't know him well enough. I don't trust him. His aim doesn't look innocent to me. Please you have to learn how to detach yourself little by little, I really don't trust him. And I don't want you to be a victim of circumstances.'
'Its ok demilade, I understand you perfectly well. Thank you. I really appreciate your concern. I will take heed to it. Thanks so much, so what are we eating now?'
'After all the suya you have eaten, which kind hunger is doing you again?'
'Common now, oya let's cook spaghetti. I have stew'
So I cooked spaghetti, we ate together, revised some of our notes together as we are in the same department and level. Then prayed. She later left for her room to sleep and prepare for the next day which was a Tuesday.
Immediately after she left, I removed my phone from my bag, and discovered bro dahunsi had called me 5times. I saw a text from him telling me to come on WhatsApp. I logged in and discovered he had sent series of messages to me, and he was even still online.
As I read his messages, I started thinking..
What should I tell him now?
I think this is really getting too much, are we in courtship or something?
But he hasn't said anything now, won't I be jumping into conclusion now?
I picked up the phone as I made to reply him…

Kai, dont look at another persons private chat.
Smiles,
Let's wait for the next episode, to know the decision this girl will take on our caring brother.
But before we conclude, hmmmm. Sisters o
Sisterrrrrsss….. Please hear o.

That school father or spiritual brother that you have.
That he is the only one you can trust
He is the only one you can share your mind with.
He is the only one that understands you perfectly
Other sisters will judge you, but he won't
He is so caring.
Hmmmmmmmmm…….
Let's see where this will land with bro dahunsi and sis euphie o.