He is my love

It’s a special one
There is only one love I have known
A love so great in a way that’s unknown
When we communicate in the privacy of my room
I feel a kind of joy that blooms
Atimes, when I feel the whole world is on my shoulder
And it seems I will crumble any minute with the great tumult that bothers
I only have to tell it to the love of my life
And then my troubles dissipate in a very short while
My heart is then filled with a perfect peace
A kind that lulls me to sleep dreaming about heavenly bliss
The angels singing hallelujah at the trumpets blast
Ready to welcome the long suffered saints
Me flying to meet the Love of my life
Only to wake up to the realization that its all a dream, but the great smiles on my face
How much I have come to depend on you
But you don’t worry about that at all, even wanting to depend more
Then tell me why I wont fall more in love
What more could I have wanted in love
My happiness and gladness means so much to you
But sadly, the only thing you ever asked of me
I have constantly failed you
I am sure you are shaking your head at me, and wondering what it could be
Nothing more than to tell my friends that you are in love with them too
So they can love you back as I do
But jealousy and selfishness will always make me to close my mouth
I hope you forgive me my love and give me another chance
As I know I can come across this kind of relationship between us anywhere else
I love you so much Jesus my savior
I really don’t know what I can do without you
Through you a kind of meaning has been placed on my life
Through you, I got the friends I have
Friends I can trust because we love the same person
Sometimes I pray you come back fast enough
So that I can go home and be married to you
But that’s selfish, because you need more than me to come to you
Thank you for inspiring me to voice out my love for you in writing
Help me to forever love you.